Feeling U, Feeling me.

So I guess this is really like a journal now.
I've ignored my blog for the last like month, and now returning with a guilty conscience. Yeah it really is like all my other half full journals...

SO what has Brad been up to? Eh... Not too much for certain. Re-arranged my room and some of the house. Cleaned. Played a crap load of world of warcraft. Yeah probably too much of the latter. You wouldn't even believe me it I told you.

Got together and played with Austin a few times this week. Maybe we'll give it another go. I have been inspired to practice more lately. I have the house to myself this afternoon and I've just sat here listening to sad music as loud as it can go for like 2 1/2 hours lol... Anyone seen my razor blades?

(Oh stop it I'm just kidding)

So that led me here to my only consistent haven of self exposure,
and no not the dirty guy in a trench coat kind of self exposure.
even if that's your preference.

And now facing the fact of the matter that self pity isn't even attractive to me, I can't bring myself to complain. Every time I want to complain, I realize how much I love my life my friends and my home. Of course even that statement is just a cop-out to relieve me from sharing what I'm really thinking and feeling with the harsh light of public opinion. LOL Like anyone reads this crap.

And if you do, you know tomorrow will be a brighter day in Brad land. It always is...

B